I find that I REALLY want to write more. About anything. But I never seem to have time anymore. I wish I didn’t have to sleep. I know what the problem is – I say yes to too much stuff. Too much "free" work that is. It wouldn’t be so bad if I was making money, but I tend to help on too many projects and too many friends. I love it, but I need to make some changes.
I’ve been working A LOT on Carolwood stuff.. Carolwood Foundation is the small group of us working to "Preserve Walt Disney’s Railroad Legacy" at his Barn that now lives in Burbank. I love it, but there may be too much work for me to do and still keep my life in order.
The past many months have been less "happy" than the earlier part of this year. I’m just overwhelmed.
I’ve been thinking about moving up to LA. I’ve got a few friends there, and I like how "busy" it is there. I -love- South Orange County, but I’m also not the "OC Boy" that so many women down here are looking for. There are days when I’m tired of not having someone to share life with. Someone else to think about and give attention to. Then there are days when I am happy about not being "tied down" and I don’t have to worry about what anyone else says or thinks or wants. I think about those guys from 40 years ago who were called "confirmed bachelors". There’s movies about them. They seem to be happy and have a simple life. I wonder if I can do that.
Anyway, enough whining. I’ll try to write more.